Anyways! I watched Howl's Moving Castle last night.
Alright I only watch 2D stuff like these (b'sides Doraemon... Uh ok One Piece and Pokemon [last time] too...), bcuz they ARE great. (:

I think all the characters are very cute and likeable leh!
The film was pretty humourous.

One thing I like abt such shows is that no matter how bleak the situation seems, those 'people' still believe optimistically and there's just this whole atmosphere of hope and fighting on.

我觉得每个人心中美好的梦想与期望都在这种动画片里得到体现~
因为宫崎峻的戏给我的感觉就是很美好的~那样的世界看了让人很轻松、毫无负担,没有现实的沉重感... etc. etc.~~~

Feel like buying the DVD to this show... [But I'll have to check prices and my own wallet first.]

Aiyo... I just saw some online reviews of My Brother and I was like: OMG, how true!
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Movie Review:

We were at some point in our life concluded that our parents treated our siblings better. Why their lunch boxes have richer contents than us? Why are they so dead-worried when our siblings suffer a minor cold? Why am I the one to be blame for the mistakes my siblings committed?
Why our old folks savings seem to be reserved to our siblings?

Contrary to the calculations and jealousy, there are equally many times when we would defend our siblings if they were in trouble, regardless of whether they are right or wrong. We never allowed others to talk coarsely about our parents and our siblings even though we were always the one who throw tantrums at them.

In the movie, "My Brother", Won Bin resembles most of us who may have overlooked the essence of siblings relationship. Reprising the "younger brother" role in his previous work "Brotherhood - Taegukgi", this time he is Jong-hyeon, an unsure and confused man beneath the handsome and fearless outlook. Longing for the attention of his divorced, loan-shark mother, who seem to be only concerned about her elder son, Seong-hyeon (Shin Ha-gyun), he is so jealous over the "fortune" of his elder brother that he refused to call him "hyeong", a Korean term commonly used by younger brother when they address their elder brother.

However, Seong-hyeon (Shin Ha-gyun) is nowhere blessed since the day he was born. His father intended to throw him away because he was born ugly with a "hare-lips". He was unable to feed on his mother's breast like normal babies. His diction was affected and he grown up under the merciless needles that supported his fragile physics, an aftermath of his inborn deficiency. His medical treatment had led to the financial plight of his family that indirectly became one of the causes of break-up between his father and mother.

Although he was constantly bullied by Jong-hyeon, he did not retaliate his brother's disrespectful behaviour and is patient and tolerant towards him. Naturalistically-intellect and the top student in the school, Seong-hyeon would go as far as casting aside his wrath even when he discovered Jong-hyeon uses his poems to win over Mi-ryeong (Lee Bo-yeong), the most beautiful girl in the neighbourhood, whom he is secretly admiring.

Ultimately, the movie touted the concept that we never have a choice in which family we wanted to born into, neither do our parents have the choice in making a pre-selection to the quality of their flesh and blood. However, we became life-long burden, influencing each other in behaviours and beliefs. In spite of the challenges and differences that exist among us, for some unknown reasons, we always found refuge in the arms of our family in time of trouble.

This movie is completed with valuable gems in almost every aspect. Probably the only shortcoming of the movie is the audio-recording equipments that were carelessly sneaking out from the corners in many scenes. Nevertheless, the heart-wrenching theme was intense enough to cover this negligence.

Final words of advice: Start caring for your family from now on, or you may regret later for not having a chance when they are eventually gone.

Movie Rating: B+


Review by Leosen Teo
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星铉(申河均 饰)和宗铉(元彬 饰)是一对亲兄弟，星铉比宗铉年长一岁，在同一个班级上学。虽然是一母同胞，但两人无论在外表还是在个性上都大相径庭。弟弟宗铉英朗帅气、性格粗犷，是任谁也劝不住的打架王，而哥哥星铉白净秀气、斯文有礼，是学校的模范生。 　　星铉和宗铉自小跟着守寡的母亲生活，母亲对懂事听话的星铉厚爱有加，对经常闯祸的宗铉总是予以斥责。自从懂事起，宗铉心中就开始愤愤不平，认为自己得到不公正待遇，有机会就会欺负老实的哥哥。

随着岁月的流逝，兄弟俩进入了高中，青春的萌动使他们不约而同地喜欢上了同一个女孩子，她就是远近闻名的校花美玲(李宝英 饰)。陷入情网的星铉开始在自己的日记本里绘出美玲的肖像，写自己无法鼓足勇气送出去的情诗。宗铉则特地加入了和自己极不相称的“文学之夜”社团，希望借此得到美玲的注意。一日，宗铉看到了星铉为美玲画下的肖像画和写的情诗，当作自己的作品送给美玲看，美玲也喜欢上了宗铉。两个女人，妈妈和美玲，使俩兄弟之间的情感充满了微妙的因素，星铉对弟弟与美玲交往感到羡慕，又对母亲时刻偏袒自己感到歉疚。

有一天星铉这样对宗铉说，“宗铉！我一直有一个夙愿…你能不能叫我一次哥哥？我一次都没有听你叫过我哥哥……” 　 可是……在故事的最终，星铉还是没有听到他最想听到的……

影片的开始给人以深刻的印象。宗铉的旁白配着两兄弟的童年片断和黑白老照片，仿佛把人们一下子拉到了遥远的过去，沉浸到童年的情怀中。年轻丧偶、在人们的指指点点下艰辛地抚养两个孩子的母亲，天生兔唇的哥哥，叛逆的弟弟，这些人物都是那么平凡，他们的一切是那样似曾相识，让人感到心痛，仿佛这样的故事正在这个世界的某个角落发生着。 　　值得一提的是，整部电影都是用庆尚道方言演绎的，散发着浓郁的地方气息和人情味。宗铉和美玲互相赠送的情诗都通过方言来表达，给电影带来了许多的喜剧效果。当然最让人称道的还是演员们的演技。元彬和申河均的表演都超出了人们的期待。

美中不足的是，电影的后半部逐渐脱离了前半部的基调，故事的展开不够自然，暴力性的画面和有些勉强的情节设定让人有些措手不及。 　　亲情题材的电影总是能够触动人们内心中最柔软的一部分，这部电影尤其如此，虽有一些不足之处，但瑕不掩瑜，除了感动之外，还会让人从中领悟到“珍惜”二字。
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Anyways personally I think the movie certainly was VERY touching and heart-wrenching... I mean, on a personal note more or less I feel like I can relate to that, or whatsoever........

Those parts at the back were really like --- OMG. Overwhelming with an ocean's worth of drama and emotions packed into it... :P

Anyways! I just learned that XBB is going to serve the army in Nov. leh!
And he has plans for even ONE more film b4 he says good-bye... With over 30+ scripts awaiting... HOHOHO. ^.^
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Anyways~说实在的~我觉得有关于亲情的电影都很感人.感人在于平淡、纯真、平凡...
I mean,爱情的也有很感人的可是那些什么海枯石烂的东西看多了真的觉得太~不实际&梦幻了.
可是亲情却真的是一种日日夜夜、月月年年的东西...而那种平时没有用心去体会,可是到最后却最能让人心安的东西.因为不管高兴与否、喜欢不喜欢也罢、只要是亲人---真的是一辈子互相牵连的...<很遗憾地说~>
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天啊我昨晚又在网上乱逛,看到了粉多小彬彬的照片勒!完全被帅到了~
我觉得他真的是个很专业的演员~天啊本人唯一喜欢的演员.我对演员没半个来电的,因为我觉得电视上的戏都有够烂...电影才是王道!!!音乐是终极向往!!!!!

像那种偶像剧本人真的是没半个有兴趣的啰...
看蔷薇只是为了S.H.E~除了好笑之外我感觉也不大啦.[Side-track:Ella在里面有够...呵呵的~]
然后仙剑是因为音乐很吸引我~而且有些地方真的---很好笑.除此之外本人也还蛮讨厌那部戏的啦~那个赵灵儿很OOXX...一听到"灵儿"我都觉得很OOXX...天啊.
而且我觉得那些角色之间的"感情"之类的东西太扯了~

So 回到原点我还是最爱电影+音乐~
不懂为何现在就是很痛恨电视~

我觉得电视剧的制作都有够粗糙的~演技也很一般一般,远不及电影的精致&艺术、娱乐价值... etc.~~~

























发行好烂可是就是显得他好帅哦!!! HAHAHA!!! XD~~~

Well. You know the thing is, one thing I've always hate abt life is the fact that... Nothing seems to change, at all, no matter how hard you try.

Uh, I mean, personally I'm never one to TRY anything anyways.
My philosophy is, dun try, and you stay clear of possible failures and all, that's what I learned all these years.
And nothing gets worse than you trying to evade certain issues, then they pounce back on you with a double impact - Again.

I hate that idea of... Being able to do nothing. To change nothing...
I want to be in control~!~!~!~~~
Heck. I dunno.

Life *is* a bed of roses, full of all those stupid bloody irritating lil thorns that are such a pain-in-the-ass...

Once again I just feel like going somewhere, just me, and the music, and stay thru' the night. Looking at the stars. The distant sky. Thinking abt nothing, at all.

But in ALL reality I can't do that.

Sometimes I do ask myself if letting go 'totally' will make me feel any better...
But---Oh HECK.

I just hate that idea of 'promises', then when you really look at it in the face and you see your own 'dreams' and 'visions' 清晰地在自己的眼前瓦解、幻灭.

我真的搞不懂很多东西,也非常宁愿自己不懂、不在乎.
然后一直自以为是自欺欺人地自以为可以漠视任何东西、任何人、任何事物...而事实是我还是个有知觉的人.
AARGH!!! I mean, I REALLY REALLY HATE it when you...

用尽了自己所有的勇气去怀抱一个梦想、坚守一种期望.
最后还是发现一切只是水中倒影,在血淋淋的现实里面首创.
那种破碎的感觉我真的、真的、无法承担.

所以在学会和别人真正相处之前...我就先学会了不期待,不承诺.
如果一切无法兑现,何必给自己多余的伤害?
可是为何,为何到现在---我还是能听见痛苦被打开?.....

事实上,我要的真的很简单啊.
如果能像小时候那样生活就好.
没有电脑我可以往外跑.
没有音乐我可以去爬树.
没有电影我可以去钓鱼.
我什么都可以不要,繁华的都市只是一种虚无的假象...

可是为什么?...最基本的,应该是与生俱来的东西---在这里却无法得到?
成长让人觉得很累、超累、累到我想一脚把全世界踹开---跑来没人的地方大声呐喊、大声哭泣、然后纵身追寻一种'飞翔'的感觉---Or whatsoever...
可是把我困在这里的还是---我不可以那么做,之类等等等的东西.
也许是没勇气、也许是懦弱、也许还是希翼着可笑的愿望...
可是不管怎样~~~我整个人就是觉得超烦---

如果智商变负就可以没有这些烦恼...我宁愿自己是弱智.
根本不用去管这些东西.然后就真的可以抽离整个世界了.

可是事实上我也还是不能那样啦...

OMG.在这种时候我真的真的真的真的很痛恨我的理智&矛盾性...

真的好想远离这一切哦...
可是我还是在这里.如我惯常所形容地那样:在生命里渐渐死去...

我现在 只想回家去.
OK. I'll have to count down to 3 to GATHER myself together and stop this shit...

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不懂啦~!~!~!~!~!~~~
烦死人了.又想睡觉...而且恨不得自己在睡眠里死掉~就不用再去理会这些有的没的...
可是事实还是我---太---健---全---了.
可是,说实在的,虽然这样的想法很糟糕,可是我真的觉得:
生命又有什么大不了的啊?反正每个人最后都会死掉!!!而且一个人是生是死,对这个宇宙而言根本毫无重要性可言.生命根本就是一种周而复始的无聊循环.虽然说我可以告诉自己生命的意义在于寻找意义...可是~说的容易 才不容易...
烦死人了啦!我真的宁愿自己是单细胞生物.
小时候看那么多书干嘛勒?---思想太发达自找苦吃!
等等等...

I mean,有时候我听到别人如何难过之类的东西,有时候我会觉得很可笑...
至少他们表现得出自己的悲伤.而且这世界上比那严重的事情多太多了.
[虽然说在新加坡真的很难体验到...而我自己很多时候也是无法想象...]
我不懂啦~反正一个人难过的时候就会觉得自己才是全世界最悲哀的人.
我也是这样啊.可是我还会想想至少自己还吃得饱、穿得暖、存在着.
可是事实是---人类永远是不知足的,得到一点就想获得更多.当然我也是.

也就是因为这样所以才会觉得痛苦.
因为不管的需求不异于掏空自己...

不懂啦!!!烦死人了.
真得快要被自己烦死了~Ok.找事做.

我想回家!!!!!!!!

可是老实说我也不懂自己为何到现在真的到要回国的话又觉得有点舍不得~
毕竟习惯了这种城市化的生活那么久了嘛...而且如果真的会去读书的话我华文应该会被'当'死~
什么文学知识都不会...整个人只会看课本...
所以我一直都在想说---想回家,口素我想去上海!
而且S.H.E在那里很受欢迎,那又真的很繁荣有最新的东西---我应该很快就能适应吧!!! :P
真的嘛!在那里就可以很方便回海南看看我外公外婆他们啊~然后上海又很发达---整个地方又大---哦和平饭店!<---我爱你MV的拍摄地点!!!
中西交汇啊~然后我就真的可以随时接收最新的资讯了...然后S.H.E也都有在上海宣传,超受欢迎的...天啊光用想的真的很爽!!!<---虽然说现阶段而言我大概...还是无法前往.很无奈地说...
本人真的超级华人化hor~口素我真的完全没有一丝丝的崇拜洋人之类的.黄皮肤最健康, bWaHaHa.
我觉得我反而会是那种...呃,自以为很高高在上的人... XD!!!
Whatever!我爱S.H.E~我爱小彬彬~
BoA是我的,梁静茹也是,还有潘玮柏&Angela.

说到底我真的真的超热爱S.H.E的啦~~~
我要活在一个可以很readily享受她们阳光般的存在照亮我的人生的地方~
我人生梦想之一真的是可以认识她们耶!!!小彬彬也有啦.口素...真的真的,如果可以真的相遇相知的话我完全会疯掉.因为我觉得她们---很棒!!! HAHAHA!!!!!
然后小彬彬... Oh.不好意思说.有关于S.H.E的偶可以很坦然~口素小彬彬... XD!!!
我只有四个字---梦寐以求. ^.^

Anyways then I recently saw some REALLY 帅 photos of Edison leh!
I think both him and Xiao Bin Bin is like the 帅-est guys I've ever seen lor, HOHOHO.
Therefore I was like,好可惜哦,长那么帅,真得很帅,可是给人的感觉乱七八糟...



...刚刚发现我好像离题了. =.=

Well. You know the thing is, one thing I've always hate abt life is the fact that... Nothing seems to change, at all, no matter how hard you try.

Uh, I mean, personally I'm never one to TRY anything anyways.
My philosophy is, dun try, and you stay clear of possible failures and all, that's what I learned all these years.
And nothing gets worse than you trying to evade certain issues, then they pounce back on you with a double impact - Again.

I hate that idea of... Being able to do nothing. To change nothing...
I want to be in control~!~!~!~~~
Heck. I dunno.

Life *is* a bed of roses, full of all those stupid bloody irritating lil thorns that are such a pain-in-the-ass...

Once again I just feel like going somewhere, just me, and the music, and stay thru' the night. Looking at the stars. The distant sky. Thinking abt nothing, at all.

But in ALL reality I can't do that.

Sometimes I do ask myself if letting go 'totally' will make me feel any better...
But---Oh HECK.

I just hate that idea of 'promises', then when you really look at it in the face and you see your own 'dreams' and 'visions' 清晰地在自己的眼前瓦解、幻灭.

我真的搞不懂很多东西,也非常宁愿自己不懂、不在乎.
然后一直自以为是自欺欺人地自以为可以漠视任何东西、任何人、任何事物...而事实是我还是个有知觉的人.
AARGH!!! I mean, I REALLY REALLY HATE it when you...

用尽了自己所有的勇气去怀抱一个梦想、坚守一种期望.
最后还是发现一切只是水中倒影,在血淋淋的现实里面首创.
那种破碎的感觉我真的、真的、无法承担.

所以在学会和别人真正相处之前...我就先学会了不期待,不承诺.
如果一切无法兑现,何必给自己多余的伤害?
可是为何,为何到现在---我还是能听见痛苦被打开?.....

事实上,我要的真的很简单啊.
如果能像小时候那样生活就好.
没有电脑我可以往外跑.
没有音乐我可以去爬树.
没有电影我可以去钓鱼.
我什么都可以不要,繁华的都市只是一种虚无的假象...

可是为什么?...最基本的,应该是与生俱来的东西---在这里却无法得到?
成长让人觉得很累、超累、累到我想一脚把全世界踹开---跑来没人的地方大声呐喊、大声哭泣、然后纵身追寻一种'飞翔'的感觉---Or whatsoever...
可是把我困在这里的还是---我不可以那么做,之类等等等的东西.
也许是没勇气、也许是懦弱、也许还是希翼着可笑的愿望...
可是不管怎样~~~我整个人就是觉得超烦---

如果智商变负就可以没有这些烦恼...我宁愿自己是弱智.
根本不用去管这些东西.然后就真的可以抽离整个世界了.

可是事实上我也还是不能那样啦...

OMG.在这种时候我真的真的真的真的很痛恨我的理智&矛盾性...

真的好想远离这一切哦...
可是我还是在这里.如我惯常所形容地那样:在生命里渐渐死去...

我现在 只想回家去.
OK. I'll have to count down to 3 to GATHER myself together and stop this shit...

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2
3

不懂啦~!~!~!~!~!~~~
烦死人了.又想睡觉...而且恨不得自己在睡眠里死掉~就不用再去理会这些有的没的...
可是事实还是我---太---健---全---了.
可是,说实在的,虽然这样的想法很糟糕,可是我真的觉得:
生命又有什么大不了的啊?反正每个人最后都会死掉!!!而且一个人是生是死,对这个宇宙而言根本毫无重要性可言.生命根本就是一种周而复始的无聊循环.虽然说我可以告诉自己生命的意义在于寻找意义...可是~说的容易 才不容易...
烦死人了啦!我真的宁愿自己是单细胞生物.
小时候看那么多书干嘛勒?---思想太发达自找苦吃!
等等等...

I mean,有时候我听到别人如何难过之类的东西,有时候我会觉得很可笑...
至少他们表现得出自己的悲伤.而且这世界上比那严重的事情多太多了.
[虽然说在新加坡真的很难体验到...而我自己很多时候也是无法想象...]
我不懂啦~反正一个人难过的时候就会觉得自己才是全世界最悲哀的人.
我也是这样啊.可是我还会想想至少自己还吃得饱、穿得暖、存在着.
可是事实是---人类永远是不知足的,得到一点就想获得更多.当然我也是.

也就是因为这样所以才会觉得痛苦.
因为不管的需求不异于掏空自己...

不懂啦!!!烦死人了.
真得快要被自己烦死了~Ok.找事做.

我想回家!!!!!!!!

可是老实说我也不懂自己为何到现在真的到要回国的话又觉得有点舍不得~
毕竟习惯了这种城市化的生活那么久了嘛...而且如果真的会去读书的话我华文应该会被'当'死~
什么文学知识都不会...整个人只会看课本...
所以我一直都在想说---想回家,口素我想去上海!
而且S.H.E在那里很受欢迎,那又真的很繁荣有最新的东西---我应该很快就能适应吧!!! :P
真的嘛!在那里就可以很方便回海南看看我外公外婆他们啊~然后上海又很发达---整个地方又大---哦和平饭店!<---我爱你MV的拍摄地点!!!
中西交汇啊~然后我就真的可以随时接收最新的资讯了...然后S.H.E也都有在上海宣传,超受欢迎的...天啊光用想的真的很爽!!!<---虽然说现阶段而言我大概...还是无法前往.很无奈地说...
本人真的超级华人化hor~口素我真的完全没有一丝丝的崇拜洋人之类的.黄皮肤最健康, bWaHaHa.
我觉得我反而会是那种...呃,自以为很高高在上的人... XD!!!
Whatever!我爱S.H.E~我爱小彬彬~
BoA是我的,梁静茹也是,还有潘玮柏&Angela.

说到底我真的真的超热爱S.H.E的啦~~~
我要活在一个可以很readily享受她们阳光般的存在照亮我的人生的地方~
我人生梦想之一真的是可以认识她们耶!!!小彬彬也有啦.口素...真的真的,如果可以真的相遇相知的话我完全会疯掉.因为我觉得她们---很棒!!! HAHAHA!!!!!
然后小彬彬... Oh.不好意思说.有关于S.H.E的偶可以很坦然~口素小彬彬... XD!!!
我只有四个字---梦寐以求. ^.^

Anyways then I recently saw some REALLY 帅 photos of Edison leh!
I think both him and Xiao Bin Bin is like the 帅-est guys I've ever seen lor, HOHOHO.
Therefore I was like,好可惜哦,长那么帅,真得很帅,可是给人的感觉乱七八糟...



...刚刚发现我好像离题了. =.=

Omg... Suddenly feeling VERY inspired indeed.
Feel like attempting to make an MV out of Sims 2...
I mean, seems really cool to me. Cuz the camera's really 'stable' so long as your comp.' running ok...

I mean, I was just editting (for the first time) some videos I captured and it's really fun! Seeing the way things turn out.

I may just decide to get myself a decent video-editting software someday. :P

And I'm thinking of, setting up a story for Wo Ai Ni, HAHAHA. My GOD.
Really very probable lar. But depends on my... NERVES lar.

Well... I'm gonna post up some videos DIRECTED by the great me some day.
HAHAHA.






















I mean videos captured from Sims 2 lar.
Some of them are really stupid... I mean the interactions...
You can actually do free-style rapping... In SIMLISH... That is like... OOXX...

Anyways, what I did this few days was putting up shows (playing rock music) and earning tips... Or Free-styling from tips... :P

I think the video capture function is really cool.
But it eats into your RAM, a whole lot.
[Considering upgrading to 1GB of RAM.]]

I mean, you can really direct your own play with it lor.
You have all your cast and props and all that there le, it's up to you to manipulate them and take them down.

For eg. I actually played S.H.E's music thru' the in-game radio (it's a really simple procedure of transferring files...).....
Then got this character to do free-style b'side the radio, it was so cool lor!

Then I took it down.

But I forgot to include the sounds... So..... Anyways.
Anticipate. XD~

Time for College.




From Teen > Young Adult.




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Moving-in to the Dorms...













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Omg this is like a REN YAO.


I LOVE that eye color... AaRgH!!!

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Well, one thing I like A LOT abt any game is the 'custmoability...'.
Sims 2 rocks in this sense. :P



HOHOHO a MUST-CREATE in any Sim game. XD!!!

Oh my God.

整个人相当---可爱---. XD~~~
Anyways.
我打字的细胞沉寂了相当一段日子.我整个人就是沉溺在玩乐的境界里面,不能自己,只差没忘掉自己的名字.
可是其实也还好.因为我期待已久的Star Wars II还没有在掌握之中... :'(
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让我回想一下...
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嗯.[那天]去吃火锅.吃自己弄的事务感觉就是很不一样,我整个人有感动到.
然后呢Dan猛加药材导致我整个人都没有在喝汤,受不了那个味道.
我怀疑我们的汤是真的是补到了一种境界,料超多.
为了改掉那个红枣的味道我猛加蘑菇+海草+shells...
等等等.
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然后他们去打pool.
我有跟去~然后后来干脆自己开个table玩.
结果下场惨不忍睹...懒得再说.
反正玩没多久我真的是层层睡意席卷而来---我想睡.
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Oh ya!然后我们一直有在听Fishie Leong的爱的大游行.
然后就是很'亢奋'的音乐讨论会.金的很厉害neh.我的小老婆.
[[Hebe永远是我的最爱~~~ XD!!!]]
然后就是一直在那边"Na na nanana..."那个燕尾蝶的其中一段.
个人觉得超好听s.梁静茹好实力派哦.爱死他了~事实证明我并不是以貌取人的~
我很喜欢她的尾音+高音leh!!!好好听哦~~~下次我一定要去她演唱会好好享受!
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我觉得演唱会真的真的很棒.是震撼人心的一项发明,你知道吗?
像当初我第一次在网上听S.H.E首场演唱会的那个只有声音的live转播~整个人在千里之外还是被群众的热情、S.H.E的努力感动到了~那股感动真的真的是熨过全身每一个细胞,伴随着一阵阵很'爽'的体验~

然后后来我有买孙燕姿的 Start Live Tour VCD.并没有特别喜欢她.
可是看着VCD,听那些talking,也还是有感动到.

台上三分钟,台下十年功---这大概是演唱会最深刻的体验吧.

而且在演唱会上,所有的人真的是卯足全力做到最好、呈献给所有人.
那种感觉真的是---好感人哦!!!

等等等啦. 这些年走来,每一首歌所伴随的回忆,真的给了我很多体验、新颖的感觉.
S.H.E是我成长路上无法磨灭的一道最光亮最灿烂的痕迹、这是无法否认的.
To deny them would mean denying the entire 'teenage' phase and so on of my life. :P
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重点是~我真的觉得喜欢S.H.E让我学会了很多东西~
因为从她们身上可以让我觉得这个世界很宽广、很美好.
而且我很喜欢她们的价值观&乐天, HOHOHO. ^.^

S.H.E---是无可取代、独一无二的. (:
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Anyways...梁静茹演唱会真的很棒.
还蛮想买的.
然而, 1.没钱. 2.买CD很毫无意义...
很奇怪勒.我宁愿付费下载.可是新加坡又没有like这方面的服务.
At least not very 广泛.
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然后after that.又是一个人---在黑夜的静谧里---走在回家的路上啦.
有音乐.
然后我真的就是很享受那种很纯净、很专制的感觉...
不用去想起自己的名字...不用去在乎任何事情...不去管未来会如何... etc.
唯有音乐盘旋在耳际.
---
Etc. etc.
---
然后不久前看了Robots.
好好笑哦.我喜欢3D animations!
鄙视2D.
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然后呢.我觉得电影啊,只要一用上亲情的题材---整个就会很感人.
My Brother是这样.
Finding Neverland也有...
以及Robots.天啊.
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I mean, it's like...真正的亲情.
真的是整个很无条件的包容.
Just bcuz of some pathetic blood relations...
And you'll never be alone, forever.
That is like... So. O.M.G.
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真的.
呆在国外越久.
我就越觉得自己是应该热爱自己出生的地方的.
而且真的会很想很想自己可以做些什么.
让所有人住在一起.
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因为我觉得活在外面真的很累~
一踏出家门的那一刻就得戴上面具的感觉~
然后一整天地消耗自己的能量...

然后没出门一次我都会越加地觉得---好想念老家哦~
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感觉就像是...
只有在自己生命诞生的地方...
才真的可以很任性、很随性、很纵容.
Because that's where HOME is.
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小时候看了太多武侠我会觉得朋友、义气之类的比其他事情重要很多很多.
啊...都是古龙小说啦.什么"只要把你当朋友名字都不重要,把你当朋友就表示可以为你两肋插刀...无论如何..."之类的很江湖的想法~
不过现在我觉得...
那些只是生命的一部分,我们才几岁而已,很多人最多也只是成为生命里的过客(反正我天生就很懒得...保持联络.虽然说记忆还在.).可能说,无论我们和别人做过了什么事,在霎那间会觉得可以永恒.
而实际上又有什么东西能真的赢得过时间?
那些霎那的永恒最多也只是走进回忆,而且加上我的个性...回忆这种东西过没多久,只记得时间地点,形容词办确切地记住...譬如说"我记得那时候是很快乐的."感觉真的事全都忘掉了.
所以呢,永恒对我而言,就是丧失了感觉,很单调的记忆画面.

而这些东西.和那些你这一辈子永远都会和他们有瓜葛的东西比较起来,真的很微不足道.
虽然说一定会有它的重要性存在.
可是我永远是个,活在每一天的生活、每一刻的现在的人.
所以我最在意的---是那些无时无刻不在身旁的东西.[譬如音乐hahaha!]
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从小到大我整个人真的有变到好多哦.
反正我觉得这是成长.
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所以我会觉得说~
唯有把一个人当成自己的亲人之后,
我才会真的很在乎很在乎很在乎极度在乎超级在乎那个人~
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口素...
其实很难说啦!
XD!
我是善变的~
可能明天我就会觉得自己才是唯一. XD!!!
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可是不管怎样.
生命是有许多环节组成的啦~
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我最想环游的世界 莫过于家乡的稻田
每一天最想看到的 莫过于熟悉的微笑的脸
最渴望得到的 也莫过于家人永远温暖的怀抱
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不懂勒~
做人是一门很大的学问.
从没有人告诉我该怎么做.
我一直都在学习.
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可是老实说啦~
我觉得我作为人最大的缺点就是...
在心灵上把所有人隔离在一个距离自己真正的内心很远很远的距离...

然后如果内心有些想法,思想上有些问题的话.
Instead of bringing them closer and putting my thoughts into the light...
我只会让距离渐渐越来越远,然后the 'emotional-attachment'也自动越调越浅~

某种程度而言...我觉得我真是精神上的冷血. =.=
可是话说回来,我觉得我又不是不在乎...
只是我的思考逻辑有异于常人而以.
感觉还是一样的,只是思想方面我会往别的地方倾向.

口素.那真的只是一种个性嘛.
而且个性这种东西,是总是你很清楚地知道问题在哪里,可就是改不了的东西.
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我也不懂啦.
只是觉得对于很多东西有一种彷徨、朦胧感.
就好像那种很大量很大量的情绪的东西.
如果真的有发生那种很煽情的状况的话,我整个人反而会手足无措.
因为某种程度而言我的思考逻辑就是---没什么大不了的.在生命里面那应该只是再渺小不过的东西吧...
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我觉得应该是说,本人很不懂得划分重要性.
其实这从我日常作息就看得出来了... XD!!!
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我觉得是 It's like,我在一刻之间可以容纳的'情绪'有一定的程度存在.
超过了那个程度我就乱套了~
而且事实上精神方面而言我再'冷静'不过了.
还是根本就是迟钝、懒得去想,我不知道.
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不懂勒~~~
Hmmsie.
想到我想睡觉...
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每当想东西想到毫无结论的时候我真的只想睡觉...
把一切忘掉.
在梦里活在自己理想的世界,不需要问题不用寻找答案的世界里面.
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我真的很喜欢五月天的---一棵苹果勒.
不懂该如何形容、或者如何契合.可是这首歌每当听的时候,我老会觉得好像那就是打从自己心底唱出来的...

經過了漫長的等候　
夢想是夢想　我還是一個我
那時間忘記挽留　
最美時候　不經意匆匆的放過

曾經想擁抱的彩虹　
盛開的花朵　和那純真的笑容
突然有風吹過　那一轉眼　只剩我　

我不懂　人世間的那些愁
他為什麼要纏著我　
到底這會是誰的錯　還是我不放手
喔　人世間的那些愁　
這世界給我的幽默　
這是不是要告訴我　潮起終究潮落　

總要有人來陪我　嚥下苦果
喔　再嚐一點美夢　
要等你先開口　那冬天才會走

有些人經過我身旁　
住在我腦中　在我心裡鑽洞
有些人變成相片　
堆在角落　灰塵像雪一般冰凍
(I think this REALLY summarizes things up very well.)
時間如果可以倒流　
我想我還是　會卯起來蹉跎
反正就這樣吧　我知道我　努力過　

我想到　遙遠遙遠的以後
會不會有人知道我　
在這個寂寞的星球　曾這樣的活過
喔　遙遠遙遠的以後　
天長和地久的盡頭　
應該沒有人能搶走　我永遠的感動　

總要有一首我的歌　大聲唱過
喔　再看天地遼闊　
活著不多不少　幸福剛好夠用
活著其實很好　再吃一顆蘋果

天啊.我觉得我真是天才...刚刚install好Sims 2: University... ^.^


And then, yesterday I went DL-outing lar. Actually I was more inclined to stay home and start playing my Sims 2 University the leh... HOHOHO cuz the game rocks but then I still went, and we were actually... 20 minutes early.

Now, can you imagine that? Cuz most of the time, we were actually at least, 1h late. HAHAZ!
Anyways then when me myself was at City Hall right, OMG --- 3 people popped up at one go asking me where to take the other NS line lor.

Bcuz I just came down from the NS line itself mah, naturally I told them to take opposite.
Then they told me they just came down from there. And I was like: OH YA hor that's EW line.
Then I just told them it's somewhere in this MAZE of a building lar. And personally I think this suggestion makes a lot of sense: Or, why dun you take the train ALL the way to the end Marina Bay and from there take back down?

I remember that was what I did, long long ago, when the stupid place got me all confused too.
Oh no. The govt. should really do something abt this, tsk tsk tsk. Dhoby Ghaut too, I've run into quite some people asking me for directions there also.

Alright. Then we went kite-flying. At first I just watched people play lar. But since I nothing to do, I went to buy a kite too eventually.

Omg.我觉得我是 风筝之神.
你知道我风筝一放下去放得有多高吗?我不想多说耶.因为我真的太神了.
然后呢,我一边任由那个线越放越多,让它自己spin出去,然后我和Gordon一边一起无情地嘲笑大嘴巴.因为他的风筝is like pathetically low.啧啧啧.整个人呈现一种相当失败,遭人唾弃的状态.

然后呢,事实证明得意忘形是要不得的.
因为我真的是一下子放一大把线...然后我和Gordon风筝的高度差不多,站得又比较近,导致那个线intersect到,于是乎我们便开始往反方向跑... XD~~~Anyways,然后呢,那个太阳啊晒得我头晕.
然后呢...线越放越多...风筝越飞越高...最后, 'swoop'的一生,那个王八蛋风筝席卷着我所有的线飞向远方了!!!我整个人相当诧异到neh.然后找也找不到.结果$2.50.只剩下一个放绳子的东西. =_=

得意忘形,是要不得的.

然后别人的风筝也陆续坏掉了.于是乎我们再去买.
一路上大嘴巴相当恶心,因为那个风筝有尾巴嘛,他就在那边拿着尾巴'大舞'自以为是嫦娥...
于是他旁边的一位天才相当无情地'开导'他说:如果我是后弈,有你这个嫦娥在的话我会比较想射死你.整个会比射死九个太阳还让世人感到开心呢.让你去月亮和兔子聊天~
然后他整个人就是衣服被打击到的表情,可是我想,他应该早就习惯了吧.哎呀.

然后我们走啊走的.看到这个线缠绕在树上.一幅很坚韧的样子."100个大力士都拉不断."---这是天才的说法.
然而100个大力士的力气都不及我那纸的力度,我'轻轻'一扯,就把一段线拉下来了.那个线整个就是比我之前的粗上了5倍这样吧.

就这样,我省了一块.
然后买风筝~

然后再去放~我真的很骄傲勒,我的风筝是我的荣耀.
因为大嘴巴他们真的是有购失败的啰. It's like 我觉得我把风筝控制得超好啰.
完全没有掉下来.可是还是相当很企图飞很高...结果那个100个大力士都拉不断的线断了.
可是后来我又有重玩啦~然后我真的是 风筝之神. OMG.几百万年没动这个玩意了,一玩就上手,我真的太骄傲了.
然后后来又不小心和大嘴巴的风筝的线entangle到一起.
本人相当气急败坏.然后我们在那边奋战...在我的努力下终于有解开哦!
事实证明我的风筝太有吸引力了,因为把那个粗的和细的分开后,我还发现了另外3条别的线左右...天啊. It's 真的entangle到一种地步了,还有我是风筝之神, bWaHaHa!!!

然后我们去吃火锅啦.下次再继续.因为我还要玩呢~

Anyways,我跟你讲,大嘴巴真的真的是相当恶心啰.
It's like再MRT里面,我忘记是什么导致他兽性大发了,可是他就是突然想把我和Gordon弄瞎.
要show我们史上最恐怖的照片.然后形成了我和Gordon紧闭双眼拼命维护自己的人格跑在前面,边跑边唱"有怪兽 有怪兽 缠着我..." XD!!!
真的超恶心啰.

然后他整天在那边唱 Honey + 舞蹈动作.
We were like..."这位大叔,请不要装可爱.这不是你这种年级的歌."

天啊.我完全被恶到了.

然后啊,有一度大嘴巴在complain说他的风筝很丑,就有天才安慰他说:
不会啊,那个主人比较丑呢~

XD!!!总之他属于一种被排斥到了极点的状态.

后来Dan call过来,然后我帮大嘴巴接电话,然后听完我很自然而然地按掉嘛.
然后看到了他的wallpaper---尖叫---真的尖叫---好恶心哦!撞到灵异现象了... ~.~

OK.



HAHAHA!很严重的企图耍帅当中. XD~~~

天啊太厉害了我.



有恶到的感觉.

这大概是我第一次碰这个玩意,直到现在还是兴趣缺缺.